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[12 Oct 2005|05:59am] [ mood | content ] [ music | I dono, 2 early in the morn to think... ] uhm yea i havnt wrote in here in a long time.I just wanna say hi to everyone.I miss a lot people that i havnt seen in a while.really i miss high school.well i dont know wat else to write but you can leave some love for me if you want... :) post comment

[16 Jul 2005|09:28am] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Incomplete ] So yeah im gonna talk about wat i did this week: Wed- I went over BIg D's and then left with hayley so she could hang out with CHris REger lol jk.After that i hung out with my friend JOSh GOff and his friend SHAne.WE went to Shanes studio down in POntiac where him n his band practice n stuff .That was soo much fun.Josh n Shane were soo funny... Thur- I worked from 11 till 3 in the morn.Than sat with JOsh & JAy Evans for a lil bit and than went home. Fri-I woke up early.I went tanning and than worked out for like an hour.Yeah im sick o being fat n lazy.I went up to Vp with HEather and than went home and fell asleep lol .Dint wake up till 9.I watched LAw n ORder and than went over marks.That was fun since i havnt being doing shit lately. Sat- JUst got outta shower.Im supposed to hang out with josh later and than im going to some open houses with anthony.After all that i gotta go to work at 11.Oh well it does suck kina but ill make some good money lol. <3/MAriza     leAve soMe loVe... 2 comments|post comment

[09 Jul 2005|09:30am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | HElena ] I am sooooo confused!!!!!!! I always have those weird feelings inside of me.... grrrrrrrrrrr All of sudden now the bad days are back.Why????    I dont know what to do... ......................................................... 2 comments|post comment

[07 Jul 2005|07:46pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | We Belong Together ] OH  man its been a loooooooooooong time since i last wrote in here.Yea i remember when i used to update like everyday. Well havnt really had time to.I work a lot now but i guess thats good kina cuz it keeps me outta trouble lol .I really miss hanging out with some of my closest friends like Sav Kristen Foote and Joanna.I miss all those girls. I also miss hanging out with all my kettering friends too.Linsey if u ever get to read this i just wanna let u know that i miss hanging out with u and we should hang out sometime soon.Well im off to watching Law and Order (SVU) right now.My all time FAv show. : ) LOve.... Mariza 6 comments|post comment

[09 Jun 2005|03:02pm] [ mood | cheerful ] OUt of School!!! Whoo Hoo im pretty exited.So right now im about to go shopping with heather and candace.We need to get something cute for sat, GRaduation BAby!!! After that we might go jet-skiing with my friend Andrew or we might just go to my apt's pool and lay out. WEll im out now.CAll if you wanna hang out with us girls today!!! <3/MAriza 4 comments|post comment

[06 Jun 2005|05:04am] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | "Behind These Hazel Eyes"-KELLY CLARKSON ] Uhm so yeah i just got home from work! I know its kind of crazy how i worked all night but i felt bad for Nicole cuz this dumb bitch that was supposed to work tonight never called in or showed up so i thought id stay.i made some good money and met some new people.It was so much fun.Now that im 18 im gonna work midnights more often.Everyone leaves good tips,like tonight we werent even busy and i made $ 130.lol yeah im a baller jk. Well now im gonna take a shower and do my hair and look all cute for 2m,since im not about to get any sleep bc i wouldnt be able to wake up in the morning.I love staying up all nite.HAha im weird. ***leave some love*** <3/mariza 2 comments|post comment

[30 May 2005|03:27pm] [ mood | thankful ] UHm so yeah today i finally turned 18.... Im really exited.LASt nite i had so much fun.During the day i hung out with Ed Heather Chris Ryan and Chelsea.We went out to eat and than went back to EDs and watched the game.After that went home to get ready to go over Ships.Yeah that was kind of gay.This fucking dumbass kid was getting on my nerves so bad.Omg i was getting so pissed off.He was the most ignorant person ive ever met in my life.So yeah me heather chris and ed left and went back to my house.lol it  was time for me to get wasted.My mom got us a cake and 2 bottles of champagne.Oh yeah so we went to my house, started playing a drinking game.The champagne was gone in like 10 mins,so than its beer time lol.Man we got so drunk.Yeah i havnt been drinking in a while so i had to get drunk on my bday.I had so much fun. Woah almost forgot to mention that my mom n dad got me a car for my bday.Im really exited and happy..Im very thankful to god for everything that hes been giving me. Well i think im done now!!! <3/mariza 10 comments|post comment

[29 May 2005|10:48am] [ mood | excited ] Uhm last nite i dint do anything.I just went over Savs and worked on a gov't project.Her dad helped us a lot.We have to form our own country.its gonna be so sweet.whoo hooo lol jk Uhm im exited about tonite tho...Ed and his friend Eric are throwing a party for my b-day.Well my bday is may 30 but by the time it hits 12 than its my bday..haha... I just cant wait.Yeah im almost 18 baby...  Well now im gonna go shopping and get a new outfit for tonite. Anyone who wants to come is more than welcome to.Just give me a call... <3/MAriza 4 comments|post comment

[27 Apr 2005|02:21pm] [ mood | nervous ] UHm just got home from baker college.Me n Heather went up there.WE met up with CAndace too.WEll me n heather went to the mall 1st.I finally found a dress for prom.IM really excited.Its red n its soo cute.whoo hoo im happy... UHm me n Heather also had the best conversation ever on the way there n on the way back.It was the best.I love Heather.She is my best friend and shes like my sis too.Im glad that were always there for each other.But yeah now im bout to go and get my dress cuz i put on hold.After that im bout to start working on my gov't project.Im kina excited about tomorrow though.Heather's coming over after schhol.We are gonna eat and than sleep and than go up to VP and drink coffee.Yeah like old times haha... K im out now.peace. leave some love.... <3/mariza post comment

:-( [20 Apr 2005|10:04pm] [ mood | sad ] LIfe SUcks SOmetimes !!!! <3/MAriza 2 comments|post comment

[15 Apr 2005|04:09am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | how could you- mario ] HEHe its 4:00 o'clock in the morn. and im still up. WAt the fuck is wrong with me??? I dunno... Omg 2day was soo much fun.I went to the cheerleading conditioning with candace 2day.Oh i thought it was only running and working out and shit,cuz thats what candace told me,hah fuck no i had to do jumps and shit like that and i sucked really bad.I felt so embarrassed.oh well .I dont care...After cheerleading me n candace went to my house changed,had a long conversation and than went over eds.ryan came too,the guy that candace is going to prom with.CAndace left round 10:00 pm.Chelsea came over Eds 4 a lil bit too.She did kick eds n marks ass in poker.Thats my girl... lol CAme home round 11 and than i had to study 4 a govt test and a sociology test and plus that i also had to do chem hw. How sweet... not.... Well that was  my day and now im gonna stay awake all nite or i wouldnt be able to wake up in the morn. So i think i need to go shopping and get a freaking prom dress.I hope i have time 2m.I have to go to the doctors and than im gonna go to world gym and get a membership there.Im exited about that.I need to start working out.Alright well im out,im hungry and im gonna go and make a sandwich.yup im a fat ass.... leave some love ... <3/mariza 1 comment|post comment

[11 Apr 2005|12:14am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | "Just A Lil' Bit" ] WOAh its been a while since i last wrote in here... Ahh today was k.I worked from 3-10 n than i went over EDs for a lil bit. MAn i havnt hung out with anyone really since i came back from spring break even tho last nite i went over marks n got 2 see everyone pretty much and that made me happy.... Alright im out.Gotta do some hw . Fun Fun Fun - not- <3/mariza 1 comment|post comment

[24 Mar 2005|01:39pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Lonely No More-ROB THOMAS ]                                                  SPRING BREAK 2005                       **** PANAMA CITY****                                <3/MARIZA post comment

[23 Mar 2005|12:40am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | "How Could You"-MARIO ]  Soo exited!!! yay bitches one day left.... WE're leaving on thursday!!! CAnt wait.I just got done packing all my stuff,kinda.I still have a lil bit left. ***PAnama CIty*** whoo  hoo lol alright im done!!! LEave some love while im gone !!! jk    LOve Y'all !!! <3/MAriza post comment

[18 Mar 2005|12:32am] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | "Slow Down"-BOBBY VALENTINO ] Ahhh had sucha long day today.I was at the hospital all day.From 8:00 am till 11:00 pm.My mom had a surgery and i was real worried but im glad now bc everything went just fine.EVen though i was at the hospital all day,time went by soo fast... Haha i always wanted to go for pharmacy but i think i changed my mind.IM gonna be a doctor.Not a 100% sure but i think.I mean pharmacy is like 7 yrs of school anyway so i guess all it takes is like a couple of more yrs and i can be a doctor.At the end it would be worth it.I thought that i was weak and i couldnt handle the blood and all that shit but now i can .I like the fact that i could get to help ppl and save their lives.I was talking to all the doctors today too and that made think that i would really like the job.So yeah lets hope that someday this dream will come true.I felt soo good today bc i was helping my mom with everything she needed and then i was helping the other lady that was in the same room with my mom.She told me that im a real nice person n then she was like "I bet your mom is proud of you".... You have no idea how good i felt when she told me that.It made me think of how much trouble i caused to my mom and how good shes been to me.I told the lady that i wanted to be a doctor and she told me that i would be soo good at it bc i care about ppl.Talking to that lady made me realize that i am not worth nothing and that i can be good at something.But yeah i think im gonna go now bc im gonna have to be to the hospital tomorrow morning round 9.HAha another long day.... I dont care though it feels good being there for my mom bc shes always there for me... LEave some Love!!! ****<3/MAriza**** 11 comments|post comment

[13 Mar 2005|10:29pm] [ mood | scared ] WEll WEll WEll where do i start??? FRIDAY-WAsnt a good nite for me at ALL.I have to say sorry to Heather though.IM sorry for everything and THANK YOU soooo much for being there for me.YOu are a really good friend.You have always been there for me and dont think that i dont appreciate that.I really really do.I will never forget all the stuff that you have always done for me.YOu know heather that everything that im saying right now is just coming from my heart and not just to say it.... I swear!!! I love you soo much !!!! YOU have no idea !!! SATURDAY- I slept all day and i feel soooo bad that i couldnt work for ANthony... I feel like im sucha fuck up and that im not a good friend at all.All my friends are always there for me and i feel like im never there for them....kina... All i can say to all my friends is "THANK YOU" sooo much for always being there for me.I will never forget what you guys have always done for me... IM sorry for everything !!! OH and i really need to thank chris too for coming to the hospital on friday!!! THANk you and sorry about everything " HEather CHris and ANthony!!!! "I am scared" <3/MAriza 5 comments|post comment

[09 Mar 2005|07:54pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | "GOIng CRAzy" - NAtalie ] Today was kina fun!!!SAv came home with me after school.WE went thru jts website n looked at all the pics.lol You can tell we were bored...HAyley came over round 4 and then we were just sitting at my house eating and having our little girl talks.WE took sav home and then me n Hayley went up to VP and had coffee and smoked cig's ...and here i am now  doing nothing. IM exited about the concert tho.FRiday whoo hoo!!! I think all of us that are going to the concert on fri are going to skip 6th hr.Im happy i fucking hate my 6th hr now.My teacher yelled at me 2day bc i fall asleep in that class every day.Shes boring its not my fault lol OH well... My goal now is to bring my grades up.Ive been slacking lately.BAd BAd...My mom told me that if theres even a "C" on my report card im gonna get grounded.So yea im pretty much screwed.I have 2 "C"s already.Im gonna cry... Im gonna try to do good on the new marking period though.I have to!!! OK enough with my complaints about grades lets talk about "Spring BREak" now.... OMG i just cant wait.ONly 15 days left.lol PAnama here i come.My mom is gonna give $1000.$200 is going for shopping and $400 for the room n then the rest to spend down there.Tell me how exited am i???OH GOD sooo exited.lol im a retard.Sorry!!!  Oh another reason that im happy for...EDs going on spring break with us too.THAts gonna be soo much fun.I still have to fucking lose some more weight though :(  I went shopping with Anthony on Monday.I got like 4 new tank tops and a little cute skirt ;-) I still have a lot more to buy though...HAha Anthony is the funniest kid ever.I love hanging out with him.HE's like my brother. WEll i think wrote enough so i should just go and study for my math quiz!!! YEah that would be a great idea!!! ***LEave SOme LOvE*** <3/MAriza         5 comments|post comment

[05 Mar 2005|01:47pm] [ mood | awake ] Alright last nite was fun....!1st of all savannah came over my house after school.We got ready together,we went to vp so i could get my paycheck n sav could turn in an application.I hope she gets the job...We went and picked hayley up and went over my house and finished getting ready...MY mom decided to be nice and she let me take the car for the nite.YEa as weird as it may sound she said i could stay the nite out and i could take the car...wow.But anyway we went and picked ed up and then we all went over marks.that was fun.Ive nEver seen that many ppl there before over marks....ME n Ed left round 1 and then we went to his house.We rented a movie and then i left round 3.THAts it about fri night.Time for me to go now and take a shower and get ready for tonight.   THis is for someone who made my best friend cry:"YOU're an asshole,you're a dick, i fucking hate you soooo much.I hope you go back to college and never come back,you lil bitch!!!!     SAv_ -_- WhAt were we doing????lol  haha i love you girl.... <3/MAriza 5 comments|post comment

[01 Mar 2005|12:25am] [ mood | cheerful ] UHm just sitting here being bored so i thought id write something in here about my weekend. Fri - I skipped school with heather.We slept in and then we went to vp to have breakfast and then target.I had to work 3-10.After work i just hung out with Ed.Went over his house.HAd the best time ever!We sure did have our little talk as always.Got home round 3. SAt-I freaking worked all day.i worked from 7-1 in flint.Cuz my moms cuz asked me if i wanted 2 work this weekend bc one the waitresses there had 2 do something.I said yeah cuz i really really need money.(spring break n shit)Then i worked from 3-10 at VP.After work i went to ED's friends house and then  over SAv's.Got home round 4. SUn-I worked all freakin day again.Flint 8-1 n then VP 3-11.Let me  tell ya me working all day,is never gonna happen again...oh no no!!!! MOn-Dint go 2 school.I was too tired from the weekend.Too much work and only 6 hrs of sleep.I did have to work at VP today tho.3-9.Wasnt that bad.After work me n ed went out 2 eat .lol yeah it sounds like im one of those girls that hangs out with her bf all the time but no.I always have time for my friends too. now its time for  me to go 2 bed!!! <3mariza 6 comments|post comment

[23 Feb 2005|03:45pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | ****sugar*** ] SO yeah 2day was the 2nd day back to school.It went pretty good.I had to make up a test 4 BUs. LAw n i still have to make up 2 more tests and do a math project thats due fri.Im pretty much screwed.I hope everything goes fine tho.I was gonna get started on the project last nite but me n Heather hung out after school and then went to the game n then i went to the movies with ED. MY stupid ass  fell asleep at the movies.I felt sooo bad. ooops!!!     SO i just looked at the calendar and there is only 32 days left to SPRINg BREAk. OMG I cant wait. IM real happy that pretty much all my best friends are going and the sweetest thing is that we're all staying at the same hotel...yay <3/MAriza P.S: IF u ever wanna lose weight ask me or heather lol 12 comments|post comment

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